LOVE - A Great Feeling

Hey shona!!! Sorry writing after a long time!!  But you know it very well that you are always there in my heart, no matter you read this or not, but whatever i feel for you is true.. and true things can’t be hidden for long.” I don’t know how do you look now ?? I don’t know what’s going in your life ?? I don’t know writing this post is right or not ?? But the one thing which can’t be changed is my love for you.. You are the person who added spice in my life.. you are the person to whom i loved like a hell.. you are the person who just made me smile for no reason .. You added loads of value to my life and I always tried my best to make you happy, I always tried  to be with you, I always tried my best to add some value in your life too.. No one is perfect, that’s why  I am also not perfect but you are perfect 👌 you are a great daughter of proud parents, you are a super sister of super siblings, you are the most precious person on this earth 🌍  ...

Yes, it is very tough for me to write each and every moment because every single word I write come out with a long tear in my eyes.  It is not because she left me it is because I still love her.  A person who moves on is very clever he/she does not make that decision in one minute or hour. They just plan it for a long span of time without telling you a single word. They just prepare themselves for that blunder and leave you in tears. Of course you could have done many mistakes but still, you never expected the thing happening to you. Because all mistakes are no done to hurt him/Her. That was just happened by chance.

Teri Surat par marne wale boht honge Teri Tarife karne wale boht honge beshak khubsurat ho tum par sirf teri sheerat par marne wale hum honge na dekha tujhe saalo se, par dil me ek tasveer aaj bhi basi hai tum soch rahi hogi tere husn ki dastan hogi, par teri seerat ki ek khubsurat sej saji hai na dikho tum mere liye teri awaz me sukun hai agar awaz bhi na do to ek message bhi ek mithi dhun hai log chahte honge apne safar me tujhe humsafar banane ko mere liye to jaha meri zidndgi ka safar khatm ho waha tera ehsas hi kaafi hai nahi hu teri jawani ka diwana, nahi hu tere yowan ka lalachi bas tere hone ka ehsas ho zindgi me bas itna hi hai mere liye kafi hai har wakt bhagte rehna mujhe pasnd nahi tujhse tujhe paane ko ladna mujhe pasand nahi jo khud mujhe hai chahte pta nahi kyu mujhe pasand nahi har baar apna pyar mujhe jatate hai, par mujhe pasand nahi jujhe jab maine paya ek nayi zindgi mili thi shayd isse pehle meri zindgi aisa kuchh nahi hua tha 12 saal boys s...

 saal gujarte jaate hai teri yaad fir bhi aati hai saal gujarte jaate hai teri yaad fir bhi aati hai 2010 main shuri hui thi ek kahani thodi meethi thodi namkeen si baten har pal ek dusre ko dekhni ki chahten college  sirf jana tujhse milne ke liye classes bunk karna tere pas baithne ke liye yuhi paidal chal dena door door tak hatho me hath dale rehna, tera stand na aajata jab tak bairsh ki boondo se khelna, thehre paani me uchhlna tere door jaane tak, bar-bar mud-mud ke dekhna wo bus se jaane ka jamana, street me khde hoke samose khana kabhi ruthna kabhi manana thodi thodi der me call milana ek dusre ki jarurat ban jana shyad isiliye.... saal gujarte jaate hai teri yaad fir bhi aati hai saal gujarte jaate hai teri yaad fir bhi aati hai

I know!! You always think that i think too much!! Yes I accept, then what ??  I can not stop it. Yes I can not Stop It. Feeling you make me live. Feeling you make me Cry but still I use to smile. I don’t blame you for anything wrong happen to us Because I chose you,I chose you. Now some lines from my heart in Hindi “A Language to show love “ “What I want to be in my life” Tere hushn ke jaadu se aage badhke tere dil me utrna hai Jo tujhe har pal mere pas hone ka  ehsas dilaye aisa kuchh karna hai Teri mehfil me hazaro ho log chahe Teri nazar sirf mujhe dhunde kuchh aisa banna hai Pyar har koi karta pichha har koi nahi Pichha karne walo ko bhi pichhe chhodke sirf tere sath chalna hai Na aa paye nind,tujhe soche bina, na chahu tere bina aram karna Tujhe dekh lu ya mehsus karlu bas, aur kya chahiye uske baad chahe padna pade marna

Mere mehbub se kehna jara dhyan apna rakhna Bhagna tez par pairo me thoda aram rkhna Pta hai jana hai boht door tumne  par apno ka hath thame rakhna Open minded ho manta hu par duniya badi zalim hai ye b yaad rakhna Wo tumhe behlayenge wo tumhe fuslayenge Tumhe khush karne ko Tumhari jhuti tarif jane kitni bar dohrayenge Samjhna hai har ek daw unka Irada nahi hai nek jinka Wo tumhe apno k liye badkane se b baaz nahi ayenge Yu kaho wo tumhe paane k liye tumhe sabse door karte chale jayenge Bas mera bas yahi hai kehna apna dhyan rakhna kyuki Boht door hai tumne jana Naye Dost jarur banana yahi to zindgi hai humari Bas sirf unhi me mat kho jana kahi koi zindgi hi nahi rahe tumhari Kisi se kuchh na kehna par sabko ye jarur btana Itna asan nahi hai tumhe behkana, tumne bhi dekha hai zamana Akhir bohot door hai tumne jana Lakh safaltayen milengi in raho me tumhe Kuchh haste hue mil jayengi Kuchh ko pane me bohut mehnat lagegi tumhe Par fir bhi honto me musk...